Rather moody these days. Guess I can put my thoughts and views into a drama if I like. Still, the words here can only be the abstract and summary words. Usually, when such words means (1) a wise, (2) no time to write out the whole story, or (3) something that's better not to say directly. Guess I can never be a wise, but want to write something which is actually rather scattered.
I experienced a bunch of things in the last month. In addition to attending two meetings, I visited back to China after so many years. A lot of feelings especially when I saw my family. Met my old classmates and friends. Saw many faces and new phenomenon.
Then I'm back. Put aside the feeling about back to China now. I want to only ask one question here: what's the people pursuing in their life?
When I tried to cheer for the constructive future for my classmates during one of our dinning meetings, one of high school classmate stood up and said: let's be happy once we live one day. My high school teacher said, we live for our families now when we're in forties. I guess I carried such questions until today when I'm back. When I sat alone by myself at my office, my work room, I actually don't want to say the cheerful words during the dinning meeting ---"let's do something meaningful to everyone of us, to this society, and to our next generation...", I just want to ask myself which is hidden in the corner of my heart, what do you want for your life?
Guess the best ending is to stop here.